I don't like to do hook-up's. I suck at them. I can't remain emotionally detatched, and there for always do get attatched, and then never know how to act the next morning. "Did he not enjoy himself? Is that why he seems more distant today?" "If I play it too cool, will he think that I didn't enjoy myself?" "If I act too cuddly and happy will he think I'm like that psyco clingy chick from The Wedding Crashers?"
Then there's having to deal with the ride home. You can usually fake some chit chat while in the car, but how do you say goodbye? Should you kiss, hug, say "Thanks, I'll see ya later!"
The whole thing is just far too stressful for me. Especially if it's a guy that you do like, but you don't entirly know what the situation is. A guy that you know you'd get along great with cuz you totally dig his sarcastic side, and can act totally retarded around because he's gonna act the same way. Someone who you've known for awhile, and you've been flirting up a storm for the past few weeks, but don't know very much about them as a person. Then there's the whole paranoia issue: Dude!! This guy you used to have a thing for is now chasing you like mad. Is this some kind of very cruel joke? He has the same freinds as your ex, there must be something fishy about it. And if there isn't, you're so gonna screw this up somehow. Cuz that's what I do. I fuck things up by being over analiytical, or super clingy...
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