Opening Up...

Opening up and telling people how I really feel has always been a hard thing for me to do. I've always been a people pleaser. But I decided last year that I was going to start opening up and being brutally honest. Sonetimes it works, but most of the time... not so much.

There are certain people I would love to just walk up to and say, " You know what, I don't like you." And there are many times that I feel the need to open up and tell someone how I feel, and in turn aask them how they feel. And guys, here's a hint: If a girl asks you if you like her, "Sure?" is not ever an appropriate answer. Like, PLEASE!! It's not like I'm asking if you LOVE me or not!! It would just be nice to figure out if you are actually interested in me, or if you're only there cuz it's convieniant for you.

And on that matter: After 8 months of playing around, why can't I ask that? I deserve a little respect for still hanging around even when you act like an ass. And I do deserve the right to know whether you are even worth spending my time with. When asked if I have a boyfriend I would like to be able to at least answer, "No, I don't have a boyfriend, but I am seeing someone." It's not like you're the only one I have to choosse from ya know...