Doesn't make it hurt any less.
The inevitable has happened. I knew that it would come eventually, I just didn't want to accept it. Me and my boyfriend have split. It was semi-mutual, meaning that I knew we probably should, I just really didn't want to.
It's hard to want to let go of someone who is so close to being exactly what you've been looking for. And despite his indiscretions in the past, he is a really nice guy and will one day make some girl really happy. It's just that girl isn't me, and that's hard to bare. Especially when you've spent the last year hoping, praying, and demanding that you get a nice guy. I feel I totally deserve to be finding Mr. Right by now. I've been a good girl, and I've put up with a lot of shit. I think karmic-wise I deserve it by now.
On another note, I have now moved down to Vancouver. It seemed best that I go right away, since the only thing that was keeping from going, was now out of my life. That, and I'm a sensetive one, and wouldn't be able to bare driving past certain places without bursting into tears right now.
So now it's my sisters job to keep me entertained, and gainfully employed. Well, at least make sure that I get off my ass and go out and look anyways.
Now, if only I had an army and a HUGE trash bag, so that I could clean up her tiny closet of an apartment. Or find a better one of my own....
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Wow, Vancouver eh - Cool. Now I will have one more person to visit when I go down there :p
Also Say hi to your sister for me - I almost never hear from her anymore and didn't know she was 'officially moving in' with her fella (though I think it's about time *grins*)
Also, *hugs* Breaking up is always shitty no matter how you go about it or even if you expect it. *hugs* hopefully a fresh start someplace different is just what you need.
Also if you want leads on work in warehousey stuff Sammy and Nikki do that sort of thing down at the coast, I could alway see if they know of anything interesting that you could apply for...
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